Because I remember clearly the promises you made ,the suprises you gave ,the tiny bits of concern and love ,

Every small lil things that add up ,

added more and more hurts to my wound ..

From a stranger , to a friend , you touch my heart , fall in love , and walk out of my life ?

You leave evrything left unsaid and walk out of my life ? Wtf is this ?I have to clear the mess up myself and comfort myself stop being so stubborn continue waiting ?

Walking on the street , i was afraid of seeing another similar face of yours that remind me of all the happy memories that would make me cry a river );

Do you know i close the door of my heart because i am so afraid the same thing might happen again ? Why did you do this to me ? WHY ? )':

Eventually i thought of making myself busy could forget you or maybe start a new relationship would help me from being in such a depressed state . But i do not wish another party would end up as pathetic as me .